My very first rambling...

Hello all.... I suppose this is merely just for me, but every once in a while I think I might actually have something to say that others might like to hear. I don't think this is one of those times, but I wanted to create this little ditty.

I got a call from my friend Lisa today. She spoke of purpose. She told me hers and I must admit I began to cry a little. You see, I have forgotten to even look for my purpose for a little while now. I had lost it along the way in all the silly stupid things I do everyday to defeat myself. The self hating, the denial of God-given gifts, the loss of joy in the everyday things. I had set it aside without even realizing that I had done so..... You see, I had cast it out, cast it aside with so much trash. By holding on to all the negative and dark in my light I hadn't left any room for the miraculous. AND MERELY LIVING IS MIRACULOUS! I am here today. I don't know where I'll be tomorrow. I don't know what my purpose will lead me to. But I do know that I have found it again. The turn around I had to perform to find it was a little rough, but I'll make it in the end. And afterall.... it is the journey and not the destination that makes up a life. We all know how it ends... So make the most of the journey until then.....

That is all anyone can do.